On March 16, 1968 what took place in My Lai, was the unthinkable. American men, fathers, sons, friends, grandchildren shot and killed hundreds of Vietnamese men,women,children,elders and babies. The shock of the events on that infamous day still has the ability to anger and upset people such as myself who have no direct connection to the . When most Americans think of our troops, they think of strong young men defending this great country with honor, dignity and respect. The kind of young gentlemen who open doors and pull out chairs for ladies. It is very hard to have this kind of view point and also hear and read about the massacre that took place in My Lai. When first exposed to the information i was appalled. I found it almost unbelievable that these men were in fact the men representing this country. What really stood out was that only one of these men were tried and convicted of war crimes. Each who shot an innocent young child instantly became a monster in my eyes and no longer represnted the heroes i thought them to be.
I thought it was only fair to read the soldier's perspective, and by reading Paul Meadlo's testimony you can see how these were the exact men i thought them to be, but Vietnam and the death they were surrounded by changed them. Meadlo did not deny or hide what he and his fellow men had done in My Lai. Three times when asked about killing babies, he answered, " and babies." Meadlo made real the fact that these men were being killed everyday but could never have the chance to get revenge on those that were killing their " good buddies", such as his friend Bobby Wilson. This solider explained how when he was killing, he felt good, because it was finally his chance to take revenge on those who killed his friends. What comes to mind is the fact that in order to kill you have to dehumanize the enemy. It would be inhumane for these men to kill an older lady and say, i just shot someones grandmother. The young children to them represented the spans of their enemy. As soon as they were older enough, they like their VC father would begin to kill and attack their enemy, America. I feel this is the only way to rationalize and understand the solider's point of view. I am still disgusted and i do not agree with their actions, but i also feel that they don't agree with their actions. Meadlo can now openly say he has nightmares and dreams about those that were killed, but on March 16, 1968 i don't think any one of those men could clearly think about the aftermath. Im not sure anymore if I am upset with the fact that none of the soldiers were convicted. I am still very upset that those put into a position of leadership and example were the were issues the commands to kill, and were unable to help control these boys from losing their grip on reality and morals. To me, those are the real criminals of My Lai.